Back from the Dead!

So new job, new life, new issues, and some old friends.

I'm ancient now, and life is just beginning. I felt for the first time in such a long time today. I've been numb with relationship life, I've missed the girl who wrote these earlier blogs. My age and experience has married me to my job and to my education, nearly done at a year away. I simply want to command something, to be decisive and in a higher position, I'm loving the climb. I've been through hell and back from 2010, and am enjoying a peaceful and advent of better days to come in 2011.

So many changes in mind and spirit, I've become married to my independence. I've grown strong on my own without a family to back me, and I'm doing just fine with a solid underground at last. I simply need to master my emotions, to reign in all my positives to drown out any nervousness. I can do it, and the world knows it, too.

I've come back to being beautiful and admired again, but now as an adult and not a silly child. I'm wearing my older age well and loving it. There is something to be said for the person I am on the verge of becoming. I intend on being a great lady.

I'm excited and enjoying all the positives on the horizon. I'm happier than I've been in a long time for real. And the people around me are finally coming to their own. I genuinely wish the best for everyone, and cannot wait to see what their futures hold. Ilove them with all my heart.

As well as myself. And you know, that is wonderful.