Glitter

Maybe, you know, things aren't so bad... and sometimes we need destruction in order to rebuild?

When I think about things you used to say, "I don't do anything I don't want to," I don't want to, either.

There are people in the world that are positive, full of sunshine, genuine, and give love freely. I sincerely hope you find one of those people and get out the sad, sad spiral you've been unfortunate to go down in recent months. I know you are better than what you've been, and I hope you show it. There are people who care, I promise. But first and foremost, you have to show you do, too. You have got to open up to the possibility that, maybe what you've been chasing all this time won't make you happy. Isn't making you happy. I think you've made a lot of positive changes and I can only wish you to go on the same path. You used to tell me we had differences, that isn't entirely true; not how you meant, anyway. Boxing yourself into a certain decree is only going to box you in. Branch out. Laugh. Live. Be happy just for the sake of being happy, not constantly monitoring the negative. We cannot focus on what is missing as someone else's fault, it isn't a fault, only a mere fact. Things fall apart. People move forward and at times, away from you and me.

What can we do?

We've got to keep moving.

I do love you and want the best for you, but I can't live in that place anymore. It is a strange and beautiful world I knew for a while and perhaps didn't belong to. It breaks my heart to see you in it. There is no ill will.

Although you're struggling, you will recover. You are going to make it.

I need you to know this.