Shocker

Jags has a girlfriend. A girlfriend who spends the night at the house. In MY side of the bed.

I've said it once and I'll say it again. There are two people in my life that will always let me down and this man will forever be one of them.

He needs to go to China right now. I want him out my life for good. I'm ready for this. I can do this. I'm not going to give up ever again.

It wouldn't be so bad if I had found someone of my own. But I haven't. There's nothign to make you feel more pathetic than to know your ex is out there with some gorgeous girl partying and you're alone in your parents house writing on your internet blog.

Fuck him.

But in a way, he is someone else's problem now. I will never have to look at that wierd face again; will never have to endure anymore of his annoying tendancies.

This shouldn't upset me as much as it does but it DOES.

I need to go to bed; I need to get out of this train of thought.