The Fairytale... Ending? (here we go again...)

Well, I want you all to know that after yesterday I was obviously feeling pretty let down about the way things ended with T. Just so up in the air and all.

Well, sometimes men can surprise you. I recieved a tearful phone call this morning; demanding I come over to see him. Of course, by the time Cinderella got to the ball, the prince was drunk out of his wits with a shady night out with his jester friends at a seedy King's Cross club... but you know, I can't explain it, there was something so sweet about the afternoon. The helplessness of it all. Of course, I expected a big dramatic closing, but that's just Casey being Casey. We laughed the entire afternoon (the part when he wasn't sleeping, this is) away lying there in his bed; picking at his face and all. (to his annoyance :) ) It was just good to know I'd be missed. I wouldn't want him walking around miserable all the time... but I wanted to know I had made some impact. And I got that. Whatever the form, I got what I came to get. And a possible Christmas vacation!I don't know what I'm saying. I'm glorifying an afternoon spent with a man who uttered my name in his drunken sleep and cried over missing me. You know you like the person when this become acceptable behavior. He is adorable.

Is this the end? Who knows. But whatever the case be, I've enjoyed every second.

I went out tonight with Lori and I. and had drinks at the ice bar like we said we would. 27-yr-old housemate who just asked out the guy she had been lusting after all week at her job and hasn't slept at home for five days! She was asked to spend another week with him... they're going to Provence... I must admitt, I'm very happy for her. Everything worked out so well for everyone. J. got a job, B. got a drink, L. got drugged up in Holland and I got a London romance.

And now, I'm sitting here on our little street, Leinster Gardens, in the night air I'm going to miss. And a car drives by; I hear the faint sound of "I'm Every Woman," and nearly start to cry. All my friends here in New York, I've missed you all so much.

I'm coming back here someday, I promise you all that.

But for now, it's time to go home.

Cheers to all; and best wishes. All of my love to all of my new friends and findings.

I'm going home...