Saturday, September 01, 2007

Officially Losing it

Hmmm. Not much left of what had been my better senses. I find myself walking around more often now, no idea whats going on. It's like the world is in this planned dance that only I missed the steps to.

And I adore it.

Phone ain't ringing and its we all can guess who not calling. Corless however has been calling like the phone is new. I enjoy that at least. Tuesday we're having dinner and drinks. That's sweet.

Out for brunch and sanity in Burg this afternoon to keep in touch. Will wear my new black dress. Everytime I meet s anew man, I've noticed, a black dress. I bought the one with the blue flowers and the one with white daisies whilst Kenny, black with red roses for Mike, black chiffon for Jonathan (or was it Derek?), black silk for Tamer, and now, most appropriately, black cotton for well...

It's hysterical really. I can't seem to help myself.

Pull yourself together girl!!! Let us cast out the delphic comforting liars of our lives and embrace rejection and likewise adoration from a wealthy man willing to give all and anything for our own personal happiness which would only be acheived for the cost of a few mere trinkets we would have bought anyhow!!!

"I find myself choking on all my contradictions." - No Doubt

Here, here.

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